Ren finally found a closure to his, 'once-a-never-ending-sorrowness'. Like finally, he is able to decipher that cosset of his undying emotional confusion. The pain is shrinking, thanks to the deep thoughts he reason and ponder upon every single night for the last 4 months. Initially, he can't understand the stubborn pain that wouldn't go away, but now he does. He always put blame to the brokened love that bring about the sorrowness in his life, but so much he didn't realise it was actually the feel of regret that have been pulling him down to rock bottom. The word 'regret' is the right term to use as for now and not 'broken hearted'. It's nothing about love anymore, all these while, it only revolve around the feel of regret. Hah, silly. So how he managed to cure those pain that cause 'blisters' on his heart? A simple question to ask and with a simple answer to go by it. Why regret prior to the choice that you made ealier on? Isn't that being hypocritical? Indeed. Besides, if you choose to make that choice, then don't regret later as at that point what you did was exactly what you wanted to do. Ren would like to thank his dear friends who have been tolerating his non-stop whining and crying and what not. Also the words of encouragement and motivation that they have been giving without complains. Thank you all, Ren is now fully healed. :D

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